Sunday, April 4, 2010

dark blue, dark blue.

2:00 a.m. emo blog time, guys. Ready?

I like this cover. Piano arrangements are just cool themselves.

And this.

Hmm, so how do I feel right now? I feel like I've had to choose between things and between people. I feel like I'm in over my head. I feel like I'm behind. I feel frustrated. I feel like I'm trying too hard. I feel like I'm not trying hard enough. I feel confused. I feel powerful in my actions. I feel powerless with my actions. I feel like I've thrown all of my problems into a box and put it in a locked drawer at the bottom of my desk. I feel like that's better than sorting through them one-by-one. I feel torn. I feel confident. I feel like people expect a lot from me. I feel like they expect too much from me. I feel like I'll let everyone down because, really, what do I have that everyone seems to want? I feel like I'm playing a role (badly). I feel like I have no clue what the fuck I'm doing.

And I also feel tired. Good night, moon.

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